W800i costs SGD888.ugh,the torture.

ten more days.i've decided what i want to do for my birthday and the following week,though i can't do much because well,i've got two tests on my birthday and bible quiz on saturday.i'll only get to go out on teacher's day celebration.

and i don't feel like going back to kong hwa.all the memories,some are too good,some are too bad and some are things i just want to forget.worse still,there's a haunting resemblence in school now.so when i see that person smile,it makes me happy and sad.retarded but...oh well,it sucks.

sometimes things are better said than unsaid.sometimes things are better unsaid than said.but what if saying and not saying it both give bad consequences?

i should just stick to kissing my jdh poster every night.though i still want the pearl harbor one.oh sheesh me.

time to photohunt for danny.(:

do you feel the same when all you see is blame in me?
and the wonder of it all is that i'm living just to fall more in love with you.

amazing aye,but i bet some of you never really realised it.how big God is,i seriously cannot fathom.especially when he's bigger than the air i breathe.don't tell me that the individual atoms are small because i study science and i obviously do not mean it that way.oh well.(:

i do not want to go to school on my birthday.i have two tests.fuglish,since one of them is math.MATH.ugh.and everyone is not coming.audrey won't be in s'pore and charmant is bound to pon.oh well.my mom won't allow me to pon.grrrrr.


i have been wanting to eat that for the past month and my mom plain refuses to buy it for me.will twelve kind people give me a dollar each to buy a pint of chocofudgebrownie please?but maybe i'll buy cherry garcia.its good to try new things!

i shall try bathing with cold water today.its good to try new things.

hmm,deja-vu?

today was pretty allright.rather routine-like.

got up.didn't wear my retainers to sleep.i figured it was time i could wear is less often.anyway,i brushed my teeth and went for tuition.then i came home and cooked myself a maggi mee and watched one lone episode of friends with it.and lfl called me.to ask when the test was.friday.why did she remind me.showered and left for charmant's.

i didn't really have an ice cream party.i had a clothes-folding party.we did have cookies and cream ice cream.anyway,i went home,discontent (except for the sweet and spicy drumlets) and cycled myself to cheers to get chocolate and cookies and cream.(: nice.

talked to God today.i'll wait patiently for him to show me the path He wants me to take.meanwhile,i'll sit back and enjoy collecting my F's from math.

what a wonderful life i lead!